Ready to get this breast MRI over with

I have my breast MRI bright and early tomorrow. I’ve gone over a thousand different scenarios to exhaustion. The level of anxiety/emotion will never match having a normal life to “you’ve got cancer”. I guess that’s a good thing that my level of anxiety won’t ever rise that high for a while. I’m a bit claustrophobic, but I’m going to try my best to make it through, because I don’t want to make it longer than it has to be.

Genetic testing was also negative. I didn’t get a chance to worry about that one because I was talking to the surgeon and they came and got my blood in the middle of our conversation and I kind of forgot about it. Anyway…when you’re on the “do I have cancer or not” train you’re so scared, praying and hoping. Once you’re on the cancer train, it’s kinda like it’s either the same 1.5cm mass with one positive node they’ve confirmed already or it’s more. 🤷‍♀️