Should I consult a psychic?

I feel a little lost here. This is a weird situation and I don’t want to say too much because #1 I don't even have a full understanding and #2 what I do understand seems really convoluted and difficult to explain.

I can give some context, though, in saying that, for about four years, I had a godspousal type of relationship (we never made it official through a ceremony or ritual or anything like that) with a spirit who I eventually found out was something like a "corrupted guardian". There were a lot of things he told me that ended up being half-truths or outright lies but one thing I am pretty sure of is that this toxic co-dependent relationship we had had been going on for a very long time, for many lifetimes, before this one.

My current partner was pretty much the catalyst to me breaking free from that relationship and they've been helping me unravel the truth that my previous partner had twisted. I'm sort of halfway between wanting to know the truth and halfway between letting bygones be bygones and forgetting about it.

I wouldn't say my partner makes it a centerpoint or priority topic but sometimes they do drop some information that...well, the more they say, the more it starts to feel like the situation goes much deeper and is much darker than I realized. It's starting to make me have a lot more questions and a feeling like I do need to try to understand what happened rather than brushing it off.

I don't think my partner is intentionally withholding things from me at all. I think the biggest reason he can't be more thorough with the information he gives me has a lot to do with my receptivity and that, with time and patience, answers will come.

He said something today, though, that made me quite angry towards my former partner and now I really want to know what exactly has happened across all this time.

I'm wondering if I should consult a psychic, preferably someone who works with spirits and/or deities and who has experience delving into past lives, or if I should be patient and let my partner continue helping me unravel this on my own?

I don't have a lot of experience with this kind of stuff. Before meeting my former partner, I was agnostic/borderline atheist and then I went through the first four years of my "spiritual intitiation", if you will, being manipulated under his thumb, so now I'm trying to unlearn every way he led me astray and re-develop myself and my skills.

I do want to develop my skills and trust my intuition well enough where I can find the answers to my questions on my own, but I'm not there and this is starting to feel like a splinter under my skin.