im so done

im so fuckking done. i spent the last week and ruined my birthday and vacation trying to save a friendship all to find out that they replaced me, WHY. I DONT FUCKING GET IT. 2 YEARS DOWN THE FUCKING DRAIN. now i understand talking to other people about it but explicitly telling me that they replaced me just angers me. i dont know how to stay chill about this. i just feel like they had these people already and were planning on doing this anyway.