i think i may have been groomed but i sort of enjoy it

i know this may not be as long or interesting as other posts, but after sending my photos and making relationships to multiple ppl who may as well be strangers online, i feel like ive fallen into a loop to where i want more. and tbh i dont want to even bring it up on this app cuz there are weirdos out there, but im too scared to bring it up to anyone else in my personal life, at least not yet. i just want to know if anyone else had mixed emotions after being groomed, or maybe if theres something wrong with me and i need help?