I'm really scared , college khulne wale hai

Bhai I'm really scared , kya mere dost ban payenge aur kyuki maine 3 round k liye dala hai upgrade toh mei orientation bhi attend nhi kar paungi aur college khulne ke kafi dino baad he ja paungi tab tak sabke groups ban gye honge aur mei ghr mei reh reh kr aur bhi jyada introvert ho gyi hu idk mei kya krungi pehle din , aik toh bhai I'm insecure about my body and the way I look toh mujhe yahi lgta rehta hai ki samna wala mujhe judge toh nhi krega

Please guys help and share your story of first day of your college.