guys advice would be helpful

so the thing is i lied to my parents about my rank bc either ways im taking a drop for neet but suddenly they now want me to participate in counselling and get a seat allotment that time theyll decide if we want to freeze or drop out of counselling and my rank is wayyy too less so theres no chance im getting a seat but the rank i told my parents are high enough to get tirupati or tvm in 3rd or 4th round so what i wanted to know is how does the portal look like for someoen who secured in seat in this round adn what all mails letters notifications they get bc i cannot come clean to my parents they wont let me take a drop for neet if i dont have good rank in iat so i had to lie what do i do now i dont understand i cannot come clean they wont let me study for my passion so guys please think of me as one of your close ones and tell me what i can do