I can't stop crying

i just loved Mrs Mccluskey Character, she was my favourite character all time from the beginning.
I literally cannot stop crying around very end of season 8 because
I can see that she was visibly getting weaker due to her cancer both on character and the actress irl as well.
i was bawling my eyes out in Karens court scene and even the last episode, i genuinely can't look at the screen :(
rip Kathryn Joosten