Don’t know what has come over me

I’m 27, yet i feel like im going through some kind of second puberty.
Lately all i want is to disobey everything and everything. I want to transgress and feel free.
I’ve been smoking and drinking more, and getting stoned all the time, and god that freedom in my head, the floating feeling, is everything i need right now.
I want to be chased through the woods by a gorgeous dyke, thrown to the ground and covered in dirt while she enjoys every bit of me.
I want to have the dirtiest, most intimate sex with an older woman. We hold each other and take care of each other, and of course we come together.
I want to have intox sex. To fuck some pretty girl while i’m high out of my mind.
I want to write stories about women and feel our soft skin against each others. I want to make out on the couch for hours, sneak off to public bathrooms to have my cunt eaten by a tatted leather dyke.
I’ve been so horny, feeling so hot, and god DAMN I love being sapphic.