Loss of motivation

honestly I’ve just been super exhausted regardless of how many hours I sleep and recently deadlines have had no effect on me like they’ll just pass and i just don’t want to do them at all which is weird because i want to do well in life, i know i need to work hard now and if i stop right now and mess up i might give away some on the best opportunities ive ever gotten and yet even knowing all of this i just can’t get myself to do anything even as the deadlines and overdue work keeps pilling.

In fact all I’ve done over the past week was ignore all the emails coming in from my teachers and texts from basically and just bundled up into a bubble and basically cut off everything with the present . Yeah I can feel this is super irresponsible of me but like I cant seem (or don’t want to) get out of this state and was wondering if anyone else has gone through this midlife crisis or has advice. Personally I don’t feel burntout or depressed since I still really love what I study and the stuff I do and I don’t feel really miserable every minute it’s just when I get out of my bubble of ignorance and back into reality