just some context to a post about being a closeted femboy/sissy

here’s the og post: https://www.reddit.com/r/SissyConfessionBooth/s/5TKrp5ucTa

so just for some context, i am a brown guy and i come from a inept religious background (not me personally, but the rest of my family) and so it takes a bunch off the table. i have around 30 bucks in cash so i was thinking about buying a buttplug as i am going to the movies with my cousins and a bunch of friends on friday, and i think it’ll be a fun experience being plugged up around my closet friends, plus i have many excuses to go out to buy stuff all week. im not even sure what to do, i just lay on bed for hours just looking at porn, not even gooning, just laying and watching and yearning to be that girl.