I'm having some issues with PTSD this evening.

Writing is the only way I feel free.

I just sit.

and write.

endlessly.

it helps me distract from the memories I lost.

I went through medication trials, when I was 15. took awhile to figure out what worked. SSRI. fun.

except, it took awhile to figure that out.

I don't remember the first medicine they put me on.

but it made flashbacks worse.