Am I in the wrong? Idk what to do
I don’t want to give too much detail about who I am and what I do. I made this whole account for this reason. Anyway. I struggle with very severe depression and really lack the motivation to do anything. Recently like about a week or two ago our landlord was coming over and I had to clean my room. I called my mom and asked if she would help after she’s done work she agreed. Her boyfriend when he got home stormed into my room and started yelling at me for turning off the air conditioner. In his event, it was really hot outside, but I was really freezing cold, and I tried to tell him that and that I didn’t know and in truth I didn’t but he said I did know, when he left, he slammed at the door really hard that it rattled on its frame. I’m a very sensitive person so after this, I started crying a little bit and then probably about an hour or half an hour later he came in again saying that my mom said I had to clean up by myself which I know wasn’t true. At this time, I didn’t have a phone number or Wi-Fi or really anything to contact my mother on my own so I asked to speak with her so I can see what was going on. Instead of saying, yes, he instead got really angry and yelled no and slammed his hand on my desk. He was acting very violent and aggressive against me. I want it noted that this guy is the type of guy that plays call of duty and says every kind of slur book and my ex stepdad was kinda a animal abuser so one time he raged at his game so hard that it’s scared our dog to the point of trembling where she had to hide and he knew that she was abused, like one time I was in the living room, eating dinner and he was playing call of duty and he almost smashed the TV, anyway I’m getting off topic when he left the first time I moved my drawer to get the garbage underneath while I was crying and it like slightly overlapped with the door and when he shove the door open, the drawer nearly fell on me I’m not kidding, Inthe the first time when he slammed the door it was kind of dangerous cause I had my bedframe against my closet and it wasn’t really like sturdy so when he slammed the door, there was a real possibility that could’ve also fell on me. My mom says she isn’t homophobic or trans phobic whatever but when I like told her how I don’t feel respected and I told her how I’m trans and stuff she said and I quote ‘well did you consider how I would FEEL?’ And I don’t know when I tell people this they saying I should go to social workers and I would agree with you but every time I tried they always end up not believing me because every time when I let them talk to my mother all of a sudden I’m just a big liar. This morning, I was woken up by my mom’s boyfriend yelling at me for taking bacon out of the freezer because I didn’t want to eat the bacon that was wide open, not sealed in the fridge that sat there for about two months and it was rockhard. He said I did didn’t get to eat it because I would be wasting $40. Also one time I forgot what the argument was about, but I was trying to even the living room and my mom said it was OK and I could watch TV and I want it noted that they were already in their bed getting ready to go to sleep and then he came out and started causing a problem it escalated so much. He tried to take away my dinner and keep in mind. I didn’t eat the whole day so that would’ve been my only meal. I don’t know. Am I being dramatic? I already tried going to the police, but every adult says the same thing that every house has rules and I need to respect them. My depression is also getting worse and I’m starting to get insomnia. At night, I’m starting to see things in the dark. That’s not there. This has happened before, but only with voices and I have never had schizophrenia or any other condition that I know of that would cause hallucinations.
Posted Jul 27, 2026, 7:18 AM UTC