I sell and I don't feel guilty

As the title says, I give my service online. And I feel happy about it. Wala akong naffeel na guilt.

My husband(ex) is a very irresponsible man. He's complacent leaving me and his kids without food for the entire week he is gone.

He works in a prominent company. He comes home only on his days off. Due to wrong actions and decisions. Para kaming isang kahig isang tuka.

When he leaves. I'd ask him. "Paano pagkain namin?" He would reply with a murmur. Baka tenga lang nya nakarinig.

I've just lost my job. And still job hunting anew. Then may nakausap ako dito. He told me stories about women who helps him get off for 1k.

Dun na nagsimula. Pa 1k, 1k Ang kita ko. Minsan Meron. Minsan Wala. Minsan may scammer din. So natuto ako. Money down. Kung ayaw. E di wag.

Then I stumbled upon this guy. Malungkot. Kwentuhan lang. Hindi nya alam na I sell. Pero one time na na desperate ako. Sabi ko if he'd be kind enough to lend me $10. Swerte ko Ang bait nya. He sent me $100 tulong na dw nya. May 1 year na din kmi magkausap. So alam nya hnd ako scammer.

Hindi ako naguguilty. Wag sana kayo magjudge. Lahat to virtual at NO FACE tlga.

At least kahit nasa bahay lang ako e kumikita din ako my way.