Very odd experience

CONTEXT: For context I’ve taken mdma last year a lot. This year not rly but 2025 Feb all the way to September I’ve taken it with my gf about like 2-3 times a months every month. We’ve taken up to 200 grams usually as our normal dose but sometimes we pushed it up to 300. We also quit that same year and haven’t done it since.

STORY: One time when we pushed it and took like 300 or even 350, we were obviously extremely blasted. We listened to music for a while and everything was extremely fun like our usual trips where we listen to music and bond and talk. However, this weird incident happened during the comedown. As we were coming down and feeling the high ware off a little, suddenly our visuals started to change. Like the visuals were actually wayyy stronger than any other psychedelics I’ve done like mushrooms or LSD. We both reported seeing each other’s faces contort and twist and shape shift Into different people and strange entities. One second she would shapeshift into an exact replica of my brother, or mother, or someone who it feels like I’ve never seen before. And the other second she has multiple eyes, horns, creepy smile. Etc etc. it didn’t last for more than like 10 mins before everything went back to normal. Never happened again any of the other times. Even when we took rly high doses. We had stopped since last year since we did so much and haven’t done it again in a whole year.

The reason I’m writing about this is because, other than this experience, in general, my overall experience with mdma sometimes felt like there was something more at play and it wasn’t just these chemicals. That may sound stupid to u or like mental illness but it led me down a long rabbit hole on demons, spirituality, consciousness, ancient religions, psychedelics etc etc and I ended up discovering a lot of interesting things. My gf and I also got into certain ancient practices I’ve discovered like the kundalini for example that induce altered states while completely sober. This is all intriguing bc it proves that u don’t need drugs to unlock this weird plane of consciousness. It worked while completely sober. Was an extremely amplified on molly. I’ve previously done mushrooms and lsd multiple times. Heroic doses too like 4g p envy yk? Nothing comes close. Schizo stuff aside (no offense to real schizophrenic people, I have nothing respect and remorse), what do u guys think