Being too boring for friends

I want friends sooo bad but realistically, I’m boring as hell. I love memes and reading books and stuff but girls my age (I’m 21), they don’t find that interesting of course.

I don’t always wanna drink or smoke everytime we get together. I have social anxiety so clubs and parties and big crowds scare the absolute shit out of me. I don’t have hobbies I just go to work and come home.

I just wish I had someone who was just as boring as me. I have a personality don’t get me wrong. It just takes a while to come out.

I haven’t had a genuine friend to hand out with one on one or even a as little group since I was maybe 15 years old. So yes my social skills are a a little off I think 😅