[F4M] 24 - desperate for a man to ruin me and make me suffer!

i've been waking up every morning lately wishing that a cock was being forced inside of me. i need to feel my holes stretched open and used against my will. crying and begging him to stop even though it won't work. i want my body covered in bruises. my holes gaping from being used so hard. tears running down my face. i need a man who wil do his worst to me. i don't want him to hold back.

please train me to take your cock in every hole. make me take my dildo down my throat even if i'm gagging or puking on it until you can replace it with your cock. degrade me heavily and make me wish that i never messaged you. tell me how to abuse my throat pussy on the phone. i truly need it. i need to experience pain and suffering for your entertainment. please come ruin me. make me a victim please

kinks - CNC, deepthroat/throatfucking, pain, clit/nipple torture, orgasm control/overstimulation, chemical play,