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My body is falling apart. I have EDS with a couple AVM and Cavernoma. I’m being tested again because of slurred speech. Possible microhemmorage affecting my speach and balance. Lately it’s been rough. Knowing that I might not wake up in the morning just highlights the things that are strained in my life. With my partner mostly. I know this isn’t what he wants but here we are. Me feeling unloved and him feeling like the knight in shining armor? Plus I’ve been looking into getting a mobility aid chair and no one is phoning me back. Makes me feel even more worthless.