Consentual r@ped by a male

By this time I was quite experienced in giving BJs to random guys I met online, some from IG, reddit, dating apps and some from other contacts, doesn’t matter how’d they looked or smelled, If they got a clean, decent sized D, I’m up for a quick BJ session at their place, strategy was simple, used to meet them at their places only, undress them completely while me wearing all the clothes, made them sit or layed down on their backs and then it’s upto me and their D’s, I liked giving sloppy BJs full of my spit, used to suck them off clean dry, some of them made me swallow their loads too and I loved that, until the last time when I got f#cked in the arse, it was way too painful for me but the feeling of the whole process was next level, I loved it at the end.

So this time when I gotta meet my Mguy, the one with the perfect D, decent 6inched fully erected straight and circumsized with big pink top, in the middle of the BJ, I asked him if he wants to f#ck me, he said yes, and guess what, I planned the whole thing, I was carrying protection, oil and some lotion to ease the burning sensation, as soon as he said yes, I undressed myself completely for the very first time infront of him, I made him wear the protection, applied oil and made it all wet and sloppy, and asked him to insert it inside while I was in the doggy position, as soon as he inserted his D, I was crying in pain, as he stroked 3-4 times with all his power, I layed down with the thrust, now I was in the prone-bone position unwillingly, and his D was out again, but then he understood the assignment, that he had to dominate me, although I didn’t wanted that after just a few strokes only, but he grabbed my arse cheeks, spread them with both of his strong hands, and inserted that D again, this time I literally begged him while crying with tears in my eyes, tried to make him stop multiple times but he kept going, he kept f#cking my arse while grabbing my both hands from the back so I couldn’t move, I shouted and begged again for him to stop, as it was paining horribly, but all he knew that this was his chance and I myself asked him to do it, so he did it, he did for straight 5mins, in and out, my arse getting clapped again and again, not so long enough he took it out, topped me from my legs, removed the protection and started stroking the D in front of my mouth, and ordering me to take his seed in my mouth, although I was in a very bad mood and state by then but as the situation needed, I did whatever he wanted, I took all his cum in my mouth and swallowed it like a good boy

Later on we both cleaned ourselves up, and got dressed again, he wasn’t done yet, he asked me if I’d want to do it again right now or not, but as my face spoke more than my body, I was angry because I cried, shouted and begged him to stop but he didn’t, So he didn’t forced me and I left while having a severe arse pain, even walking straight was difficult for me at that particular moment

I reached home and texted him everything I felt, he said he was sorry for his behaviour and he won’t do it again without my consent, but as the title says, I only consented him once intitially, and he took advantage of it even after I tried to stop him

Since then I haven’t met him yet

Conclusion - This was my 2nd experience of getting f#cked in the arse, and I honestly didn’t liked it, it was more of a consentual r@pe for me, and after that I didn’t do it for quite a long time, only BJs.