Digital Circus fic recommendations? Preferable shipless

CRUCIAL SPECIFICATIONS!
⚠️ I love extreme angst, but it cannot end with a successful suicide attempt. There can be a successful suicide attempt, but it cannot end there, because I'd need to be shown why that was a bad choice to make
⚠️ I will not read anything nsfw!!
Sex can be in it if it's rape and not explicitly described
⚠️ I don't want to read fics about gender identity, because I will have a breakdown if I think about that right now

Cursing isn't a trigger for me but I don't like it.

Not much preference for the length. Seriously. It could be 300 words or 200 thousand words and I'd be interested in both.

Things I love but don't require:
- Excessive angst
- Platonic physical affection
- Caine-centricism