My mom has lung and liver cancer

I’m scared, I just am scared. I live so far away and I mentioned moving and she said “f no I raised you to be independent” and I keep reading stats and it’s scary. I’m visiting my hometown without my husband and I just feel so alone. I keep googling stats, my dad says “treatable not curable” and when my mom mentioned MAID the doctor said “we’re not there yet” but then i look up stats for it. I just need hope or something it’s 3am and I CAN’T STOP GOOGLING. I also have autism so like the lack of answers atm are driving me
bonkers (they did a biopsy of the liver yesterday)