Almost my birthday and i feel like no one cares.

It's almost my birthday and about a week, and I'll be 20, and i feel like no one cares.

No ones talking about it, no ones asking me about it or if I want anything, it's all business as usual. Every year my birthday always goes sideways, either I'm sick, or no one shows up for a party, or there's an argument of some sort, either between me and my mom ot me and someone else.

I feel like my parents are purposely trying to waste money to avoid doing anything for me, which might sound silly thay I still want my parents to care on my birthday. But the thing is as soon as my younger brothers birthday approaches they're gonna be all over him about it, they even asked him "whay do you want for your birthday?" Completely skipping over me.

It's going to be treated like another day, and i feel that ifi feel some sort of way about it, im in the wrong. There's really not much I can do for myself either.