I need advice

I’m a female who’s 18, and I come from a very Christian house hold and I’m also Christian but I think I might also like women and I don’t know what to do.

I have no problem whatsoever with other people being apart of the community no homophobia or anything of that sort. But my parents have made it very apparent to me that I can’t be and that it’s bad and that I’ll face the consequences once I die one day. I brought up that I might like girls a few years ago and I didn’t go over well.

I still like men so I think I’d be considered bi but I’ve never actually kissed a girl. I’m worried I’m just confused but I don’t really know I don’t have much guide in this. I dont want to feel and for feeling this way but I’m worried I’m feeling bad cause it’s bad or at least that’s what I’ve been taught, im really sorry if that sounds bad.

This is all I’ve ever really known I went to catholic school and now I’m leaving for college soon for the first time and I think I might be ready to explore these feelings but I’m scared.

Im not sure what to do now, my whole life I’ve been told it’s a sin and I feel bad for feeling this way. And I’m nervous to even pursue it if I wanted to. I don’t have anyone in mind no crush or anything like that but I just don’t know what to do now it’s kind of weighing on me. I guess this was me venting and if anyone has tips on anything I said I’d appreciate it thank you!