[English] I guess I missed my chance… again.

I met someone on this subreddit who, in so many ways, felt like the man I’d been praying for.

He was emotionally intelligent, logical, kind. As I got to know him, I realized how respectful he was to me, and talking to him gave me a sense of safety that I hadn’t felt in a long time. Our conversations felt pure and authentic, and I genuinely looked forward to hearing from him.

But I think I let fear and overthinking get in the way.
Now it feels like I may have missed my chance. Maybe I overthought too much. Maybe I didn’t express how I really felt in right words. How he really meant for me. Maybe I overwhelmed him too much. Maybe life just happened.

It’s a strange feeling when you meet someone who seems to match everything you’ve been hoping for, only to wonder if you let the moment pass.
I don’t know if this is the end of the story or just a chapter, but it hurts to think that I might have let someone special slip away.

To that man… if you ever see this post… I’m sorry. Maybe I let fear and overthinking get the better of me. It wasn’t my intention to put pressure for both of us. If I missed my chance, I hope you know that meeting you meant more to me than you’ll ever realize.