Finally won today's morning

23M, extremely addicted for like 10 years already. Past month was beyond the limits, the worst shit you can imagine. I even have my eyes twitching. Been "trying" every day but it all failed.

Today I did peeked once but just closed this shit. Plan to do my first day consciously.

One thing that is always on my mind is that I gain A LOT of energy skipping beating it even ONCE. And I feel like I cannot handle this amount of energy.

We'll see.