I got to talk to my son!!

Omg I am so happy I am crying!!! He said BYE I LOVE YOU at the end and I wish I could have recorded it to replay over and over again right now.

It was a little confusing because usually he just text me on his Grandpa’s phone & I am going through a lot with my Grandmother’s death/estate and my phone was glitching out so I just called my dad to let him know I was OK and an update on some paperwork I had received & next thing I know I am on speaker phone talking directly to my son for the first time in over a freaking year!! 🥹 His voice is changing/cracking and he was talking a million miles an hour about art supplies he wanted and stuff that had happened in school and how he wanted to make sure he got all the cards from his Great-Grandma (my Grandma that just passed) because they are SPECIAL and he wants to keep them all and you guys my heart right now, I can’t even!!

I had bought him some junk food / snacks for Grandpa to pick up because I felt bad because you know teenagers can literally eat you out of house and home and Grandpa is retired on a fixed income & he LOVED everything I chose but made Grandpa get stuff for s’mores which is my favorite Summer treat and just like wow, he still so much like me lol Then the art supplies he wanted and I knew exactly what he was talking about and where to get it for him and I am so happy he is keeping up with that. Even the stories/attitude he was giving about his classes reminded me so much of me in high school. Idk man his dad tried so hard to erase me and I don’t think he succeeded LOL

Some stuff was kind of sad that he struggled to remember because it’s been so long, but yeah that love and foundation IT IS STILL THERE YOU GUYS!! Even after all the anger and fucked up stuff that was said and done towards me by his dad and even my son….IT DIDN’T UNDO ALL THAT LOVE!!! IT’S 💯 the alienator!!

Okay that’s it. I had to share! 🥲❤️