Self isolation

Hello as i am typing this i hope i get it all right.

Currently coping with isolating myself whenever i feel distanced but it is true that i distance myself from everyone whenever i get out of place but that's the case for me it's just became so sudden that i distance myself from others also deactivating my social whenever i dont want to get bother (no one text me anyways im always the one who text first) and i got tired of that. Im always the people pleaser type and the one who chase, the one who calls, the backup/floating friend.

It's just that it's kinda getting into that i want to isolate myself so bad that type of isolation that you cut off everyone but suddenly you get in a good mood and you want to socialise but the cycle continues.

Well life for me got the best of it, always working/JOB (lol) keeping myself busy, declining invites to party/hangout.

It got into me that im always being weird/crazy. It got in my mental health that im battling with myself everyday from every plan or my thinking.

Also developing cognitive behaviour and functioning to decline, Having memory fog, losing weight that everyone notice it and forgetting stuff now.

This isn't what i used to be. I don't know whats happening.

Can someone help. (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)