Im moving out and have no where to go, kind of.

My mother was abusive with me since a very young age and my father left when I was three.

I am back in contact with my father and he is making a consious effort to mend his rekationship with me after being in and out of my life.

I just graduated and have no job but I have an income due to disabilities and a part time job two hours a week.

To make a long story short, I have been trying to get a job and a place but I have not been able to find either.

I am at my ends wit, my friend has offered to let me stay at his parent's house, which is lovely but I find the situation uncomfortable and like I am intruding in their lives. My mother offered to let me stay with her but... you have the name of the subreddit. Everyone has told me to not go back to her house, even my father had been until today. I made the mistake to let him speak to her. And now I can tell she pretty much brainwashed him into agreeing with her, she demonises my friends, she tries to isolate me to have more control over me. At least that is what my friends have told me. I do not know who is right and who is wrong anymore. I dont know what I should do. I have a house viewing this Friday for a flat that I dont even like, I can tell that its horrible.
If I stay at my friend's house, I feel like I would live uncomfortable and possibly be estranged from my family forever.
If I stay with my mother, I am at risk of being abused and controlled.

If I take this flat, I am left with no savings and risk not being able to pay rent due to relying on my father.

I am literally the most stressed I have been in my entire life.
When I say to my closest friend I am going to her house, as it would be for as short as possible, he starts crying and saying how worried he is about me. Its a whole shit show in which I can tell he is doing it out of worry, but it does not help.

When I say to my mother I am staying at my friend's house, she crashes out saying that he is taking me away from her and that he is awful to me.

My father has offered to take me to his house but then I would have to quit my job.

I am so close to cutting everyone out of my life, I hate it here. I hate my life, I just want everyone to leave me alone and fuck off. Let me make my own decition. I feel like I am hurting someone wherever I go and that I am choosing someone over someone else. With no one actually trying to just understand and support me.

Any thoughts? Lol, I feel so stupid.