Update from the depth of depression

Hello there,

I saw a psychiatrist from urgent care yesterday. He gave me a new medicine to sedate me a bit and help with the anxiety and dissociation.

I'm from the South West of France, and my place is devastated by wild fire. I had to evacuate my flat, leave my stuff behind. I took my important papers, few clothes and all my vinyl records.

Everything feels blurry. I don't have my cat anymore, I don't even have my flat. All my habits are gone.

I don't have any energy left and I still have to live. It feels unbearable.