I never knew i thought i could get addicted

I always assumed only men can get addicted to porn but my god im soo addicted and im totally a goonette at this point. I literally gooned myself into getting myself into weird kinks like raceplay, cnc, ageplay and soo many more. Wtf nobody around me knows that but im super sensitive down there like i could literally rub my thighs together and feel stimulated mann this is a curseeeee.

Like im feeling stimulated all day i have no clue how to control myself its like i need to keep watching porn. Today i was with my friends but i kept rubbing my thighs together and literally got a wet stain on my jeans!! Like do you know how wet your panty has gotta be to make a stain on your jeans?!!! God ive become worse. The even more worse part is that i have a bf but we barely makeout anymore. Idk im just rambling cause idk who else to talk about all this. This is my way of yelling into the void of my terrible situation.