Parent metastasis

I am writing this with my hands shaking. My parent did 2 removal surgeries in lymph part from melanoma. Was taking immuno and radiotherapy and these days felt so heavy and tired and puked.

Went to radiology and got with some report that it probably spread some around parts. I don't understand personally a lot but feels so heavy. Just wanted to share my heaviness that i feel right now with people that will understand my situation.