how bad is 0.44?

ok so im on another bender right and im struggling to make this post. blah blah. 2/5th thru a half gallon. judge me idgaf no but if u worried i cant blame u so ok just be nice please. anyways. yall know me now ya i know. im that dude on reddit!!!!!!!!!!!! ok unrelated. let's be fr.

0.44

im doing research and its all shock site fear tier material. anyone ever gotten to that? for context, i had no tolerance. was clean for 2 months etc. only relapsed on nitrous b4 the discharge lol. i dont care about damage, i already gave neglectful tbi and giant cysts all over my kidneys. just.

wanna know what the highest number y'all had read to u. let me know.​