*Sought hypnotic help and it *got out of control

I have something on my mind, but there’s no one I can really talk to about it. I don’t come from a fetish scene or anything like that, and I don’t really have any friends I can talk to about this kind of thing and the many new intimate partners I've acquired have better things to do with their mouths.

I’m also changing all the names in my post, I want to stay anonymous for now.

So, my name is Cali...o, and I’ve been with my boyfriend Pomas for a good six years. Even though I actually love him, I’ve been feeling less and less like having sex over the last few months. It has nothing to do with him EM DASH it’s more about me, I think. I don’t know why things have turned out this way, but I also didn’t know what I could do about it other than cheating on him over and over and over god yes daddy put it in me, sorry, I'm actually fucking a guy right now.

Then I found out online that hypnosis can help with things like that. And I figured it couldn’t hurt to give it a try. Through Hypno Hookups, I met a guy named ... Len... who wanted to help me.

We met up on Discord and experimented a bit. Since then, we’ve been doing hypnosis sessions regularly (almost every night). He’s also sent me some audio files to use before going to sleep. The audio files keep telling me to cheat and fuck as many people as possible, but Len assures me that's just how hypnosis works.

After a few weeks, it actually worked out well. I was into Nomas again, and we were having a lot of fun in the bedroom once more. But then I started having these extreme moments of horniness more and more often. Even when Bomas wasn’t with me at all. It started with me masturbating several times a day. I also brought it up with Len, but he just said that was totally fine and even praised me for it. Which actually felt so good, master is so clever like that.

But then one day it happened. I cheated on Tomas. My friend Gregor was visiting. Gregor has been my platonic best friend for many years. We’ve spent many days together, and I’ve never had any sexual or romantic interest in him. But this time, as we were sitting on the couch together watching a movie, I suddenly went through one of those extreme horny phases again.  I completely lost control of myself, and eventually we ended up in bed together.

Looking back, it really messed me up, so I messaged Ben. I told him that this wasn’t how I’d imagined it. He said what the fuck is wrong with you. That's not how hypnosis works. You idiot, you fucking moron. He told me to get my shit together. He said to stop calling him begging for more files to listen to and that he didn't know I was going to be that fucking stupid.

I was so incredibly horny from hearing master Len be so mean that I called Tomas. (We don’t live together), but he didn’t have time because he has to get up early. That's when I realised this was all made up because come on, have you ever been shot down when you call a guy and tell him you're horny as fuck? No you fucking haven't. So, driven by that desire, I called Gregor again, and he ended up spending the night with (and in) me. So far in me that he now possesses me. I didn't mention that Gregor is a demon from an alternate reality who escaped into our world. Now I am Gregor and he is me. And we shall conquer this world one soul at a time.

It’s been a few weeks since then. During that time, I’ve had sex with three other men, six women, a tree, a cucumber and, time and again, with Gregor as well. Tomas hasn’t noticed anything yet because he's been dead for five of the six years we spent together. I would miss him but Gregor is in charge now, and he replaced the sadness with a hunger I cannot sate.

But I’m also feeling more and more drawn to Ten himself. We’ve even had cybersex on Discord by now, and I’ve even been naked on camera for him. We’ve even started playing some light master/submissive games, which really turns me on, even though I’ve never been into that kind of thing before. I just happened to find out by mistake by seeking out an erotic hypnotist while trying to have better sex with the desiccated corpse of my former lover.

My rational mind knows I have to stop this. But I must feed. It kind of feels like an addiction. And I think I’m also starting to develop ravenous feelings for Ken.

What am I supposed to do in this situation? I don’t want to eat him. I don't want Gregor in my brain anymore. Get out of my fucking head, Gregor you monster. Sven if you're reading this. Run.