i want to feel desired

i call myself volcel as a cope but im just a chud loser khhv whos too afraid of entering the dating scene as a dickless manlet bc i have nothing to offer people. my sex drive is completely nuked idk why and i really fucking hate it but in some ways its good because i never feel the existential urge to find some disgusting cismoid on grindr to fuck me

ive considered using dating apps to go on casual dates but i feel like im not human enough to be successful at it