I feel depressed for missing some bits in the show...

The amount of good vibes packed into this show and the beautiful nature of the characters makes me want to binge it, but then I would be depressed because I can't recall everything... Each episode feels quite dense to me. Even after rewatching it with a slower pace, it still makes me feel like I have missed something or forgotten something.

AND THE THING IS THAT I CANNOT STOP WATCHING THE LITTLE MOMENTS IN THE SHOW SPECIFICALLY. Things are so deep yet confusing at times... I just want to watch basically everything and memorize it lmfao.

It's by far one of the best shows I have watched, and it has affected my life pretty massively even though I can't remember too many details and stuff. I love how this show exercises love to people. I love the Frieren and Himmel relationships, almost as if Frieren has set out to be his successor out of nothing but love. Not only that, but I love the Stark and Fern relationship as a genuinely awkward late teen myself.

The themes of love genuinely give me hopes of actually continue living after being literally imploding from the hyper-individualistic bullshit that everyone threw at me.

I just want to know that if it is okay to miss some of the details before jumping onto S2? And if anyone else has felt similarly to me?