My Sustained adultery

Just to give you all my quick bio, I’m in my late 30s, I’ve been with my husband for nearly 20 years, we’ve been married for 10. I’ve been engaging in affairs for the last two years. I should also say that I’m a mother.

I don’t know why I’m cheating, I’m sure a therapist could identify all sorts of reasons. My husband isn’t bad in bed, our sex life is very fulfilling. There are also like no issues in our marriage, we get along great, parent well together, we make a great team. I don’t know why I’m doing it but I am.

I go about these affairs very carefully. I travel for work which gives me the perfect opportunity, I never take a guys number or give one out. I’ll often even give a fake name. I never sleep with someone from my state, and never give out any email or social media. I’ve been doing this for two years and have slept with a lot of men, none of them have given me any stress. While I’m usually a pretty reserved person, I take these opportunities to kinda go all out. I’ll dress sexy, have a few drinks, flirt, and try to find a handsome man to go home with. I take these opportunities to explore my sexuality, try new things, act in a way I never could back home as a mother. I know people would judge me but he’s not going to find out and it’s honestly been a great experience from me.