valid ba?

a six figure loss from my bank acct. taken by someone i trusted, and very close to my heart, without my consent.

years of blood, sweat, and tears spent building that emergency fund, only for it to be gone in a month.

i have not pursued any legal action, because i've decided not to.

however, i have lost interest sa lahat, including pag aaral. i feel like i'm doing okay pa naman sa school (or just lucky). pero after i discovered what happened (tues), i haven't touched any materials.

kasi i feel like im only making an excuse. ☹️ sabi ko sa sarili ko, pahinga lang ako this week, then bawi na ako next week. ☹️

im a first year who's just trying to keep myself together, figure things out, adjust to law school, tapos ganito pa. 🥲😀

valid ba na nawalan ako ng gana?