She’s pregnant…

Please check out my last post to get caught up to speed. TLDR version: I (29M) am engaged & was having an intense affair with a woman (24F). It had gotten to the point where we were genuinely in love. While I’m away with my fiancé, her ex pops up out of nowhere begging for her help bc her was stranded somewhere. She still loves him, just not in love with him, so she went to pick him & his 2 kittens up. They ended up having sex… twice, and he nutted in her each time. She took 1 plan b. She’s still wound up pregnant.

For a minute there, we weren’t sure who the father was but a paternity test revealed it was him.

She’s scared of an abortion (which I understand), she’s terrified of bringing his child in the world because she doesn’t not want to be with him. He’s psychotic, unstable in every way imaginable, and he’s now managed to weasel his way into her life permanently. She’s definitely to blame as well for letting him in.

I’m actually heartbroken & the worst part is I can’t even tell my actual fucking partner 😩

AP & I have made love a few times since finding out she was pregnant, but this has significantly shifted the dynamic & im afraid we’re not at the part of our stories where our paths diverge… and that shit hurts…

I love her but I know things will never be the same & we will both soon be starting our own. Families.