Going a bit insane for a dumb reason

So I (22 mtf) am going insane because I'm so hungry for dick, I don't understand why either, I'm in a great relationship with my fiance (19 ftm)

I'm so fucking cock hungry that I'll scroll around on reddit drooling at all the dicks I see, and then feel bad because it's something my fiance is insecure about, we've been open before, that ended a while ago but I've been thinking about asking if he wants to try again sometime. Just ugh I feel crazy rn