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First of all... English is not my native language so please ignore the grammatical errors. 

This happened two days ago and I still can't move past it. I never expected my dad to be gay. He always was opposed to it and made homoph\*bic jokes when we watch any movie featuring lgbtq+ communities. My mom left us with her alleged boyfriend after giving birth to me. She tried joining with us back after a few years after her boyfriend went broke and left her. My dad didn't accept her back in so she left again. I don't know where she is or what she is doing now. 

Recently when I had to use his phone to make a call, I noticed he got a few messages from our neighbor's son. I never go through his phone but that day my gut instincts made me check it. I nearly dropped the phone in shock. He got a nude picture of that guy with few texts on when my dad will be free and when will I finally leave so he can come back. I was back for holidays... And I should be leaving yesterday but because of this bs I stayed back for few more days. I went through some couple more chats and found out they were already planning on engagement and marriage. I wanted to confront my dad but I was very shocked and disturbed on what I read. I kept his mobile down and tried to act normal. I just couldn't... I started sobbing and I stayed in my bed for the whole night. 

The next day which was yesterday..  I acted as if I am leaving back to my place.. Got ready, packed my suitcase and left the house. I left my mobile back intentionally. I returned after an hour or so..  Just as I expected.. The neighbor's son was there. I went inside the house (I have the spare keys), I saw them both making out. My dad immediately got alerted and pushed the guy away. He immediately started defending that they were just talking. The guy looked embarrassed and immediately left the house. We had an argument and he shouted and ordered me to leave the house. I am staying in a hotel for now. I haven't left my room for whole two days. I couldn't say this anyone. My boyfriend called me multiple times asking why I was offline. I couldn't say to him about this bs. I am really disturbed and embarrassed. I still can't get the image of them both making out, out of my mind. I don't know how I am going to move on from this. 

Found out my dad is gay and my neighbor's son is his bf