Life is fucking brutal; a rant.

25, almost 26 now. currently undergoing a major life transition. Risking a lot by doing this, but i got beyond sick and tired of feeling trapped and powerless in my job. I still have the job, but am doing it remotely and am trying to secure something else. I'm trying to regulate my nervous system while doing all this. I'm beyond tired. Had no Dad growing up which forced me to end up learning all this shit and stop being a bedridden, porn-addicted loser. In my mid-20s I'm realising the damage, and how I basically am either surviving off stress, collapsed for a day, then back to stressing. The grounding stuff only helps minimally.

Managed to get a degree and maintain independence so haven't completely f-ed up my life but fuck me. The amount of effort has been monumental. Thanks to our fucking decadent feminist society which has destroyed families, split parents apart and thinks men and women are the same and has this 'blank slate' ideology which is that there are no innate differences between sexes or groups, it's literally destroyed this fucking society. One million young people out of work in the UK, most of them young men. Is liberalism working? is feminism working? maybe think again. Society is naturally hierarchical, life is essentially itself survival of the fittest so to guide people you need people who know the harsh realities of life, not idiots. Unfortunately our political class fall into the latter.