I don’t want my secret to be let out.. that I get bullied and abused by you.. that you know how I can’t land a single girl.. how I’m a kissless virgin who has a cock that makes me pathetic.. I’ve hated every moment of it.. I still do—but um.. lately I’ve had thoughts of um.. how it’d feel to be a girl. I’ve never had any luck.. and even when I talk to a girl, you swoop in and remind me of my place.. tell them how much of a loser I am.. I’ve never been able to date.. or have sex.. even though I’m desperate for it. And um.. now all I can think about is having it.. even if I’m the girl.. even if I’m pinned down by your cock.. pressed down by your large, muscular body.. locked in a chastity cage.. forced to please you.. even though it’d be my first time.. my head is running crazy with these thoughts..

But anyways—I’m 19 M and I play as a femboy.. and I’m in CST timezone wise! 

I write 3-4 paragraphs (and more depending on how much you write!), and I rp in first person—as none other than a femboy too <3 And um.. if you’re alright with it, we can definitely be smutty out of the rp as well.. I am looking for a long term master to devote myself to after all\~ (I rp on discord strictly though!)

I might be all over the place and I’m sorry for that—but Ive had these thoughts for a while.. to be dominated and rebranded as a real man’s slut.. Sooo, here are my kinks as well <3 

Most of my kinks are kind of embarrassing, but: rough sex, hung men, muscular men, bear build men, worshipping your body/cock/balls, saliva, sweat, blowjobs, deepthroating, manhandling (receiving), girthy cocks, veiny cocks, sloppy kisses, dirty, degrading talk, degradation, humiliation, pet play, collar and leash, body markings, body tattoos, chastity cages, orgasm denial (a huge kink of mine, receiving), feminization (girly clothes, makeup, thicker thighs, not breast growing or whatnot), dubcon, begging (me begging), facials, getting edged, cock slapping, spanking, makeup (receiving, and seeing you with makeup), size difference (both body and cocks, for bodies usually you being a foot taller than me at least), sweaty cocks/bodies to worship, etc!

As mentioned before, the biggest are orgasm denial, feminization, rough sex, size differences, muscular, bear build, and hung men, and over all you having control <3

My limits are mainly gross things like scat, vomit, blood, etc

If this all caught your interest, send me a chat message! I’ll respond there Sirs\~

[Fb4M] If I can’t get girls.. that means my only choice is to be the girl.. right?..