To those who think that love will save them.

Was that your love that did to me
Or was it me who did believe
My mom said you were no good
I shouted back that’s all I could
I made my life so it could fit
You’re every member family
I snoozed my phone when mom had called
Because I thought no need to speak
When you’re the angel next to me

My friends, I cut them off
Cause meeting you was all I hoped

I built myself so that it is
To live, let’s say, beneath your heels,
So why all that happened once more
The stupid answer we’re in love.

And when you said that morning shit
The one that made me cut my wrist
It was not to you to who I ran
It was my mothers tired hands
In which I cried right on my knees
And was she mad or angry even
She broke inside, no other feeling
But she caressed me with love
And slept that night in ER hall.

So when I called my friends they said
Don’t worry brother we will help
I’m so humiliated it hurts much
They said we know, but it will pass
Let’s go and drink a beer or 2
You’ll feel more life then rendezvous

So how could love be blind so much
And made me disregard my life
The answer is I was naive
To think the love will save just me
But love with her was sex and drama
But love with her was joy, J’adore aroma
But love with her was golden rings
But love with her was touch and kisses
But love with her was spending cash

But for my family and friends the love that was, is needing me.

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