rem beauty exclusives

I was at the boston show n3 and all the bears were sold out. now NYC and LA pop ups are getting exclusive rem makeup bags and keychains. i really wish they would just put these items on the website so everyone has an opportunity to purchase. i literally paid for vip floor seats, was one of the first to stand in the rem beauty line at my show just for them to not have the bear and I know its just a silly stupid bear but still.. and resellers want $200 for it on depop. also feels a little unfair that the remaining shows get petal exclusive items that the previous shows didn't. idk just needed to rant