i (f18) screwed up my interview with a company i really wanted to work with :(

it was an objectively good interview, but i honestly don't think it was good enough to get hired. this is the kind of job that doesn't accept mediocrity, yet mediocrity was all that i showed them😭😭😭i'm so sad because the side effects of my medication stopped me from performing at my full potential and now i have to deal with the consequences