[f4M] ditzy bubble butt porndolls with no self-esteem

I'm blonde, 25, slim with small breasts but wide hips and a big round ass.

I’m kneeling on the ground with my eye makeup smeared, globs of cum oozing off my eyelash and chin. My long blonde hair is messy with little spots stuck together with spit. I’m giving a dazed, vacant smile while one or more cameras get held in my face. When the attention stops and the crew starts packing up, I feel the anxiety build. I start to think about how it's going to feel to go home alone after doing this.

Still on my knees, with my voice a little ragged from the scene, I ask "hey guys....what do you usually do after? does anyone want to get drinks or like, you know party?"

I just finished my first shoot for a rough, degrading porn company. You’re famous not just for face fucking, rimming, and anal, but including all kinds of mental and visual degradation.

Even though I need the money, I have just the kind of self esteem issues that make me desperate to please the man who’s degrading me on camera. The less you respect me the more I want to make you happy. When you hurt my feelings I just develop a crush on you, and you realize how easy that makes it to toy with my brain.

When you realize I'll hang on your every word and do whatever you say, what will you do with it? Manage my OF? Change my look or my body? Let fans make mean spirited suggestions for my next shoot? Keep me camming constantly when you don't feel like paying attention to me?

Send your age when you write me. Shorter RP/chat of a few sentences works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt. 

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting