Am i the only one

I started dressing around 6 years old. My neighbors (teenage girls) would dress me up in their old clothes and play with me. Later I found magazines that depicted femdom and forced feminization. I spent years feeling guilty about my need to be feminine.

Today my Miss supports my desire to be more feminine. I am now locked in a small chastity cage and that has helped so much because i cant get hard anymore and that helps with my gender confusion. I dont want to transition. in the past i described myself as a lesbian in a male body.

I also am very comfortable being an alpha male in every day life while underneath being in panties and chastity.

I often wonder if i am the only one that feels this way.