May Confession Ako: I broke up with him and hooked up right after with someone

A little back story is that I met my ex during my hoe phase. Wasn’t crazy, I just talked and flirted with a lot of people while having a fubu on the side.

We fell in love, introduced him to my parents and I thought he was different from the rest because he reassured me that he values me and doesn’t see me as a girl who’s just good for her body.

Then suddenly every night we would fight and he would let me go to sleep without fixing things and then the next day he would say sorry and say he would change. The cycle continues until one argument arrived.

I’m the type of girl who always asks “Do you still love me?” and follows it up with a playful “Hindi mo na ako mahal eh”.

Somehow he decided to mention that in our argument and said “You say it to the point that it’s starting to feel real” 😀

I was willing to fix it that night however he didn’t reply so I broke up with him the next morning. No reply. I also added that I was open to the idea of us being together again.

I was ranting to my friend about this problem I had and he said “So you’re going back to your phase?” I asked why would he think that? He said “Because every time you have a problem you’re coping mechanism is that”

So after a few hours of the break up with no reply I was on my way to a guy’s house that I used to talk to and we hooked up and we even made a video of him saying to my ex how he fumbled me while we were kissing.

We ended up back together but the cycle still continues. I tried breaking up again but he keeps fighting for us.

And to this very day he doesn’t have a clue that I hooked up with someone right after we broke up.