22 (F4M) #online slave looking for my sadist dom to belong too

Hiya! I am an experienced submissive looking for my long term online master to devote myself too. I want a dynamic that is built on trust, getting to know each other, and not rush into things. My ideal dom is caring and sweet, but also aligns as a sadist. I love dynamics that have both that softer side as well as the crueler darker side.

As a submissive, I am on the obedient side and that is what pleases me. So I am rarely bratty (so no brat tamers please) but I have my moments. I want to belong fully to my master and do anything to please him. I stay busy in real life, so no TPE dynamic, but I am looking for something that still has daily contact and actually getting to know one another.

Some of my kinks include anal, orgasm control, orgasm denial, humiliation, degradation, praise, pain play, impact play, nipple play, overstimulation, objectification, free use, (some) pet play, and dumbification.

Some of my limits are scat, gore, vomit, any public play, blood, ATM, and anything illegal.

I do experience intense sub space and sub drops so aftercare is a must and a big thing for me.