It's better if I didn't exist at all

Life is so tiring, man... I wish I never existed. I'm NOT really suicidal. It's not like I wanna off myself or anything. I just keep thinking how nice it'd be if I simply didn't exist at all. No feelings, no thoughts, no sense of self. Must be nice...

Idk if I believe in reincarnation or not, but if there is one, pls no more dawg... Living once already feels like hell. I don't want a next life. I just wanna be nothing.

Idc abt these little moments of happiness. I feel like I'd be happier being nothing. 🐊