37 [F4F] #Online/North Carolina - Looking for a female slave I can control

I'm a transfem, and I am disabled. I have need of an ambulatory wheelchair because I suffer from severe chronic pain. I also have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, which means I fall asleep a lot and for no apparent reason.

While I am Hypersexual, that's not an actual orientation, it just means I've dealt with sexual trauma that causes me to become obsessed with sex. I am personally aegosexual and demiromantic. This means I need a bond before I'm initially interested in us actually doing anything (the demi part). And once I do have a bond with you, I then will want you to do stuff with *other people* as opposed to myself. I have no real interest in doing anything sexually myself.

More importantly, I'm autistic, which means I'm not good at speaking. I will be almost entirely reliant on you sending me messages to instigate conversations. I also am no good at talking to people who use 1-3 word messages (as that's what I do). I need you to be able to talk to me in order for me to be able to talk back.

As far as me as a domme goes: I'm kind and flexible, but I absolutely can be mean, degrading, and humiliating if you want that. What I am into is control. Control what, you ask? Anything I can. Do you want to only give control over your sex life to me? That's fine. Do you want me to make all your decisions, treat you like a dog, and obey every command I give? I can do that, too.

My fetishes, and thus what I want from you, are the following: The ability to decide what you wear. The ability to decide if you can even wear clothes at all. The ability to show your body off to people around you (including out in public). The ability to tell you to have sex and who to have sex with. Even the ability to control your bladder and to decide where and when you're allowed to pee.